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the smell of rain....

It's raining.  But I know I will see the sun again.  Things are dark.  The clouds are mounting.  There is retreating and refuge.  There is a scramble for cover.  There are patches of chaos as people pack their things.  The sky grows darker.  But I know I will see the sun again.  

This is my relationship with the Lord.  I KNOW he's there, I know he will not forsake me.  But I still fear the storm.  I still fear the darkness.  I KNOW he will get me through it.  But I ask, how long.  How long will you leave me here?  How long will it pour?  How long must I take refuge in this damp place, void of light.  How long must I wait?  Knowing it will pass is not enough for me.  I need dates, times - I need details.  But why?  I need to trust HIM and knowing the exact route won't save me.  He will save me.  He wants me looking to him, not my watch or calendar.    

This analogy translates anywhere but it really gets me here during rainy season.  The fact that I get to live in a place that has a "rainy season" should be reason to rejoice honestly.  It's beautiful.  Sure, it gets sloppy and I get stuck places on my bike.  I've been soaked to my core countless times.  But, the rain is powerful and healthy and a reminder of God's provision.  It's rain or death here for lots of people so it's kinda of a big deal.  I have learned to love it.  I look forward to it.  I get stuck just watching massive sheets pour across the lawn.  I love watching it sweep in from the mountains and slowly cover town.  I love the minute that people feel rain drops.  It's like a switch, things are packed, cars and bikes are moved, cover is taken.  And then the wait.  We know the sun will be back.  But we have to wait.

I don't really know what I'm being taught until I look on it.  I don't really know what decisions are being influenced until I backtrack.  I don't hear an audible voice from the almighty, he doesn't send me perfect visions or undeniable signs.  He nudges my heart.  In a very subtle but effective way.  He uses my downtime to help me process, ponder and speculate.  In the grand scheme of things, he uses the storm to let me know he's there.  He uses the storm to slow me down.  He uses the storm to pull me close.  When Mark things he's good and has it all figured out, he just lets me know he's in control and his power is displayed in the storm.  

So, I'm going to wait this one out in the comfort of a coffee shop.  But it's getting late and they are closing soon.  Will the downpour be kind and stop in the next few minutes?  Will I be a soaking mess when I reach home tonight?  There's no way to possibly know when it will stop.  But I will see the sun again.  He promised me that.


The Lord is a stronghold for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble.
Psalm 9:9

First trip to the village in Uganda

I've made friends with a nurse (Bobby) in the operating theater at CURE.  We gym together and hang out on the weekends.  This past weekend, he invited me to visit his home village in Soroti.  A two hour minibus ride, then a 20 minute boda boda ride (motorbike taxi) and we arrived.  His family prepared a massive meal of goat and fish with sides.  Probably my favorite part of the village is the massive amount of kids.  I made friends with about 25 kids while the family had a meeting to discuss some things.  We also saw a python being killed by a couple guys that stumbled across it while digging.  Great day, it's been a while since I visited the bush.  The family gave me a live chicken as we were leaving which I fried and enjoyed the following day.  I caught the sunset on the way back to the main road as we were heading home.  It's one of those moments where I have to pinch myself.  Things seem surreal so many times here that I sometimes have to take a deep breath and remember....

First trip to Jinja

Jinja is about 100km (60 miles) south of Mbale.  Known for Nile rafting camps and a large expat population.  It is small in size but has lots to offer in terms of adventure.  We traveled by tour bus for a day of kayaking, boating and fishing.  I definitely want to go back.  I want to bungee into the Nile and also check out some of the mountain bike trails.  I will definitely raft the Nile at some point this year, everyone that has tried it raves about it.  

Bungee platform on the Nile

the sunset was breathtaking

local fishermen

island on Lake Victoria

my friend, Moiz, doctor from the UK

early morning on Lake Victoria

First days in Mbale, Uganda

Week two in Uganda and things are getting a bit more comfortable.  Routine is coming together, work is under control.  The first few days were especially tough.  And I’m still learning, still figuring things out.  But I know how to walk into town, I know names of staff at the hospital, I know that wi-fi is terrible.  It’s almost like Malawi on steroids.  Although Mbale is incredibly small, the center of town is very congested and everyone is competing for another foot of space. 

The hospital is an amazing place.  Lots of adorable big head babies.  Most of the cases that CURE Uganda treats are hydrocephalus and spina bifida.  Most patients that I've covered have been under 2 years.  But the moms are lovely.  But staying in the CURE family, I knew not to worry about the job.  All of the hospitals and staff are special places & people.

I’m living with a neurosurgeon in a guest house across the street from CURE. It takes 10 minutes to walk into town.  There are two decent grocery stores and lots of other small shops.  Selection is a bit better than Malawi on lots of items but not so much on other items.  It doesn’t make much of a difference for me.  I eat pasta, fruits, bread, sandwiches and lots of rice/beans.  I’ve heard there is a decent Indian restaurant in town but haven’t checked it out.  I also heard that a new coffee shop opened up in town last week.  I will check out restaurants once I figure out transport at night.  I don’t plan on walking at night and I get an extra hour of daylight here (7pm).  The weather is simply amazing.  70 degrees.  Rain in the afternoon.  I came right at the start of rainy season and despite a hot few days to start, it has cooled off at night. 

The expat population is really small here (25 people).  But I’ve met a few people and there is a small social circle.  I hope to meet some people that are here long-term.  The hospital director and his wife have been really loving and helping me out lots.  I am thankful for the first couple of weeks and glad that Uganda was on the table when I decided to leave Malawi. 

Random things...

My tattoos were the focus in the operating theater this week (scrubs are the only time they’re exposed since I only wear long-sleeves in the hospital), when asked if they are permanent, I replied “yes, forever.”  But I decided to tell the guys that some people do seek to remove them with laser treatment.  The next question was, “when do you plan on removing?” 

Two of my neighbors are 5 year old boys.  They stay in the same compound so they greet me at the gate everyday.  Then follow me inside the house and wreak havoc on everything until I throw them out. 

I’m running again and started Insanity.  It’s been 6+ weeks since my surgery.  There isn’t a nice, accessible gym here.  I am having dumbbells made by a welder in town at a garage.  

I still love coffee and I know without a doubt it’s the reason that I’ve survived so long here.  There is coffee being grown just 10 miles from the house that is unreal. 

Dust storms will ruin your day, quickly. 

I’m completely convinced crows never die. 

Rafting the Nile is definitely happening this year.  Sleeping with gorillas in the rainforest is on the list.  I have decided to travel and see more in Uganda than I did in Malawi.